kecelaruan jiwa

Bismillahirahmanirahim

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Its being a long time I've never drop any post here. 

Not because of lack of idea, I've thousand things to write here, loads of memory that I couldn't put here 

but I would like to remain here, as I never know how long the memory could last fresh in my medulla oblongata :P

I just because of TIME.

Yeah I could say that this semester is TRIPLE busy than before.

Though I just have 3 subject this sem, 2 core and 1 uni requirement, 

but the 'busyness' are triple.

Yeah its all because of the society thingy.

Alaaa some would said "sape suh join, pegang lagi jawatan." etc etc.

People's mouth could never shut. Not to blame them, or blaming myself. 

But certain people will know why I'm in the society.

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Tired? YES. Sometimes I feel like I've lost my time for myself, for my school friends, for my hobby.

Most of it was dedicated to the society life. Yes, to be honest, I've loads of ample time, but yeah its all for the society.

REGRET? NEVER!!!!

Never blame the fate, never blame Allah.

He know best for me. Yeah sometimes I felt down, its normal to human being.

But today I just don't know why,

the memories kept popping to my minds.

The highschool life, Convent BM, SAKBA, Netball, Handball, Tok, Tok Ayah, Yayah...

 All out of sudden!

The memoris make me realise, time can never be back.

We can't find time, but try to 'make time' - Sarah's quoted.

It is a waste if I couldn't plan my life wisely.

I never regret to devotee my teenage time for the societies.

We have only one chance to live, use it wisely.\

Use it fully.

Use it hardly.

No matter how hard is it.

But NEVER against the shariah~

"Life without problems is problem."

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Why a la you  soo fast? I feel like wanna say "Hey bro, wait la, we're just at N, you're already Z."

Time never wait aite? Huh my new 'enemy' in class. I'll try to beat him, okayy. 4 flat to go!

~jiwa kacau, tolong la bangun,sedar, jangan aa macam nii

*please don't try this at class

3/10/12

Library 2nd floor

Mathematics II

Lost of mind.

partially empty

Assalamualaykum wbt

Today inshaAllah will be my last day as a junior in CENFOS :')

Thanks to all that have been apart in my life.

Changing me from time to time to be a better servant of The Almighty.

Jazakallahu khair.

May Allah bless!

And...

All the best for result!

Do keep faith to Allah.

He know best!

I'm gonna miss this hectic sem so much!

The MEDCY thingy, the havoc classmates, super cheerful roomates :D

Time never turned back. 

I'll keep it as one of the most sweet memories in my life. 

MEDCY'S ANNUAL GRAND DINNER

-The committed committees-

SMAC 2012

-The supporters of basketball -

SMAC 2012

-The Champion-

GROUP 69

-Some sisters in physics lab-

KC703

-The roomates-

GROUP 69

-We are classmates-

MEDCY 11/12

-The line up-

  

703

-The doctors, the dentist, the...future leader? :)-

 

VOLLEYBALL MEDCY

-Gold medallist :D-

Sahabat yang beriman ibarat mentari yang menyinar. Sahabat yang setia bagai

pewangi yang mengharumkan. Sahabat sejati menjadi pendorong impian. Sahabat berhati mulia membawa kita ke jalan Allah.

Uhibbuki fillah abada abada'

 

_LIFE IS COLOURFUL_

alhamdulillah *take a breath

Assalamualaikum..!

Yuhu saya kembali,, tapi tak tau nak cakap apa??

Nak update apa pun tak tahu, tapi saya dah pasang niat nak tajdid niat buat blog bukan untuk lagha2 je *insyaAllah masih mencuba

Disebabkan 'thoriq shabakatil maklumati dauliyyah' (internet) saya sloww, maka mood untuk bercerita pun sgt2 lah kurang. Alhamdulillah ari ni tanggal 8 March 2012 selesai lah satu amanah saya pada diri, keluarga, Islam dan sebagai hambaNya. APA YANG JADI???

EXAM DAH ABISSS!!!!!

So? Does that make a big different huh?? Yea pada saya sangat2. 2 minggu sebelum exam pun dah sibuk macam lipas kudung tak cukup tangan (hiperbola2)

'Verily after each difficulty there is relief'

(Insyirah;94:6)

Saya nak cerita sikit pasal sepotong ayat ni yang mana saya sgt suka guna untuk muhasabah diri, tajdid niat n especially nak bagi diri redha n betul2 ikhlas bila mana saya dalam kesusahan.

Hidup as a student kat CENFOS ni boleh diklasifikasikan kepada beberapa golongan. 

a) Golongan yang study 24/7----> 4 flat

b) Golongan yang belajar tapi juga aktif ber'aktiviti di CENFOS ----> cari pengalaman, baiki diri, cari ilmu Allah, latih diri nak masuk dunia 'maincamp' yg lagi mencabar dan lain2

Golongan2 tadi tu saya yang labelkan tanpa diselidiki terlebih dahulu, dari perasaan saya sendiri saja :

(natural Inspiration- Hidayah Al- Ilham Al- Fithri^^)

Nak kata kat sini dalam daily life tiap2 manusia tu tipulah kalau Allah tak uji kita walau sebesar zarah pun.

Kalau tak tu cek balik mesti ada salah kat mana2. 

Jadi kita yang manusia biasa yg imannya kadangkala naik turun perlu tau cara nak kawal rasa give up@ mengeluh ngn ujian Allah @ yg sewaktu dengannya. 

"La yukallifullahu nafsan illa wus 'aha...." 

(Baqarah;2:286)

 'Allah tidak akan membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dgn kemampuannya..'

HOLD TO THIS VERSE WHENEVER YOU FEEL DOWN..

Okla tu sekadar perkongsian n peringatan untuk diri sendiri gak!

Maka apabila engkau telah selesai (daripada suatu urusan), tetap berkerja keraslah (untuk urusan yang lain)'

(Insyirah;94:7)

Nenek saya slalu pesan kalau rasa terbeban, susah jaa amal surah Al- Insyirah ^^

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Ustaz Muhadhir bin Haji Joll  as-Sanariyy berkata:

“Para masyaikhku telah menasihatkanku beberapa perkara:

“Ikhlaskan niatmu dalam menuntut ilmu kerana sukar bagi hati untuk dimasuki cahaya jika di dalamnya ada sesuatu yang dibenci Allah.”

“Sucikan hatimu dari kekotoran maksiat kerana hati yang kotor tidak dapat menerima rahsia-rahsia ilmu dan kurniaan Allah.”

P/S : Bahasa jiwa bangsa * semangat patriotik tengah kuat malam.

the barakah of Ramadhan

Ahlan wa sahlan ya asdiqa'!

Happy Ramadhan Kareem to all! Now whether all of us realise or not its have been 16 days of fasting.

That means, we're losing the Ramadhan soon! Ouh I hope as if it can be another month for Ramadhan to me. The question here, do I have the time for the NEXT Ramadhan????

May Allah bless us on this barakah month. Now lemme tell U bout my life in CFS during this month. Guess what, it was the most wonderful time here.! 

There was a 'bazaar fiesta' at AMF HALL last week.

It was superb, awesome, amazing with all goods selling over there. 

Of course you'll see more sisters there than brothers. Hehehehe.

(I've bought a blouse there too xD)

This was held on 10th August 2011.

The 'TARAWIKH PADANG' held by ENGENIUS was really cool!

With the free air cond it feel better I guess. Heheee

This event is the most popular amongst the UIAM students. 

Talaqi that held by Al fadhil Ustaz Muhadir Haji Doll was new things to me 

BUT yet I began to like it.! 

"Seek for Allah and you will get His blessing!"

Jeng jeng jeng!!! Introduce to you Grand Charity Ifthar, in collaboration

between MEDCY and IDEA.

Im one of the committee, as ST members. 

We've invited orphanages n single mothers from 'Rumah Anak Yatim Taman Medan'.

The GCI held fully by 1ST YEAR STUDENT was TREMENDOUSLY AMAZING. Alhamdulillah I praise to Him. With His blessing everything runs smoothly.

The CFS IIUM. 

Home sweet home. ERRR?

"The gate of garden, knowledge and virtue"

Till here then, hope to post more things bout the GCI! ;)

Selamat Berbuka!!