Cuba Untuk Tetap Istiqamah (CUTI)

Assalamualaikum Wbt

Sebelum cuti, dah buat checklist waktu cuti.

Nak baca buku2 yg bersepah kat rak, asyik dok tmbh buku, ilmu di dada tak jgk tambah -.-

Nak istiqamah mathurat, khatam quran (inshaAllah doakan), cari sponsor, keja utk Islam bla3....

Bila cuti------> Banyak, terbengkalai! -_____-

Urghh memang susah untuk istiqamah, dgn takda external force yg paksa, takda kelas or anything yg wajib.

Tension jgk bila macam ni.

Dan benarlah manusia ni bila sorang2 cepat down, ibarat seekor kambing hitam terlepas dari kawanannya, mudah untuk serigala ''menerkam''.

Ada cadangan untuk betul2 CUTI bukan sekadar cuti?

Tabahla hati : /

SAYA BENCI PERASAAN INI

Salamullahialaikum

Perasaan itu, datang lagi tanpa diundang. Saat aku melihat gambar gambar di muka buku, ia datang lagi. Aku benci! Tolong pergi jauh jauh. Sudah bukan takdir aku. Pergi!

Memang Allah aturkan aku di sini, di bumi MALAYSIA, bukan di sana.

FUHH AYAT JIWANG JIDDAN.

Ehm blog dah tumbuh sesawang. Em apakah tajuk? Nak cakap apa? Sebenarnya nak cakap saya cemburu melihat rakan rakan yg bertebaran di bumi asing menimba ilmu, sedangkan saya masih di cerok bumi tercinta tanah air.

Cemburu. Serius.

 Kesal? Marah pada takdir?

Sebentar (sedang berfikir)

Tidaklah sampai tahap itu, cuma perasaan itu datang sekali sekala.

Ya aku insan biasa, nama pun manusia. Penuh dengan cacat cela.

Oh cmna nak bagi this feeling go away (keluaq dah bahasa sebenaq)

Perlukah untuk masih berharap? Adakah pintu2 harapan masih terbuka?

kecelaruan jiwa

Bismillahirahmanirahim

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Its being a long time I've never drop any post here. 

Not because of lack of idea, I've thousand things to write here, loads of memory that I couldn't put here 

but I would like to remain here, as I never know how long the memory could last fresh in my medulla oblongata :P

I just because of TIME.

Yeah I could say that this semester is TRIPLE busy than before.

Though I just have 3 subject this sem, 2 core and 1 uni requirement, 

but the 'busyness' are triple.

Yeah its all because of the society thingy.

Alaaa some would said "sape suh join, pegang lagi jawatan." etc etc.

People's mouth could never shut. Not to blame them, or blaming myself. 

But certain people will know why I'm in the society.

[3:104]

Tired? YES. Sometimes I feel like I've lost my time for myself, for my school friends, for my hobby.

Most of it was dedicated to the society life. Yes, to be honest, I've loads of ample time, but yeah its all for the society.

REGRET? NEVER!!!!

Never blame the fate, never blame Allah.

He know best for me. Yeah sometimes I felt down, its normal to human being.

But today I just don't know why,

the memories kept popping to my minds.

The highschool life, Convent BM, SAKBA, Netball, Handball, Tok, Tok Ayah, Yayah...

 All out of sudden!

The memoris make me realise, time can never be back.

We can't find time, but try to 'make time' - Sarah's quoted.

It is a waste if I couldn't plan my life wisely.

I never regret to devotee my teenage time for the societies.

We have only one chance to live, use it wisely.\

Use it fully.

Use it hardly.

No matter how hard is it.

But NEVER against the shariah~

"Life without problems is problem."

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Why a la you  soo fast? I feel like wanna say "Hey bro, wait la, we're just at N, you're already Z."

Time never wait aite? Huh my new 'enemy' in class. I'll try to beat him, okayy. 4 flat to go!

~jiwa kacau, tolong la bangun,sedar, jangan aa macam nii

*please don't try this at class

3/10/12

Library 2nd floor

Mathematics II

Lost of mind.

beginning of new year, new life

Assalamualaikum wbt

Today- 10th February 2012

The only free time I got to express my feeling to this meaningless blog (have to isn,t?)

Nampak sgt kesibukan yg melampau tahap beku darjah celcius (tipu3)

HMM TAPI REALITINYA... mmg sgt sibuk pun sem ni.!

Terlalu sibuk smpai masa free pun sibuk dgn aktiviti,,

Terlalu sibuk smpai masa nak study pun kurang,,

Terlalu sibuk smpai nak makan pun tak sempat,,

Terlalu sibuk smpai tidur pun tak cukup,,

Terlalu sibuk smpai bdn tersangat2 letih.

Sampai roomates, kak usrah tnya,"Bell, tak leh tarik diri ke?"

Kalau lah aku ada kuasa veto, kalau la aku anak dean kan (crapping). But times never turns back. It was me who start them, so it was me too to finish them! HAHAHA serves me right. InsyaAllah, setiap yg berlaku ada hikmahnya. Bak kata President MEDCY, "dalam setiap aktiviti, mesti ada baik buruk, kita ambik mana yag baik." Teringat ayat Umar, "Bila kita join program, jangan niat kita nak cari pengalaman, niat kita buat untuk ummah, untuk Islam, untuk cari redha Allah SWT"

So Nabila Huda! Wake up!!!

'Allah tidak akan membebankan seseorang melainkan SESUAI dengan kesanggupannya..'

                                                               (al- Baqarah 2:284-286)

Fikir positif! Ada seniors ckp once nanti masuk main camp serius akan rindu CFS sbb kat sini sgt banyak ilmu luar kelas kita boleh dpt. Meanwhile kat Kuantan akan busy with study 24/7 (ye ke?).

InsyaAllah selagi hayat dikandung badan, aku kutip banyak2 ilmu kat sini :)

SO THATS ALL FOR THE 100TH POST IN THIS BLOG! WHEEEE :D

Doaku:

Ya Allah, jangan Kau bebankan aku dengan sesuatu yang aku tak mampu,

jangan kau uji aku sehingga dapat menjauhkan aku dariMu, 

tunjukkanlah hikmah disebalik segalanya,

jadikan lah segai 'kerja- kerja' dunia ini sebagai medan untuk aku lebih dekat

padaMu,

bantulah aku ketika dalam kesulitan,

tunjukkanlah aku jalan penyelesaian,

bimbinglah aku,

kuatkan semangatku,

jangan kau pesongkan hati ini lalai mengingatiMu,

berkatilah segala ilmu yang aku peroleh,

jadikan aku lebih baik HARI INI DARI YG SEMALAM...

*we planned, but Allah planned too, we may plan the best, but plays Allah The Greatest!*

Layan - tension punya kerja